Abuse rarely shows up as one clear event. More often, it’s a pattern of power and control that changes shape over time and can hide behind family roles, church culture, or a perfect public image. I’m Ingrid, and in this conversation Tom shares how that pattern followed him from childhood into adulthood, and what it took to finally name it, survive it, and start rebuilding a life that feels safe.

Tom takes us back to being a teenager desperate to please a distant father, experimenting with asbestos, and then carrying unbearable guilt after his mother dies of cancer. From there, the story turns darker: a medical letter burned in a fireplace, a shocking life insurance policy, and a spiral into anger, addiction, and suicidal planning. He also describes a faith-centered breakthrough that brought peace and a dramatic physical change that reshaped how he saw his future.

We then unpack years of intimate partner violence against a man: public charm versus private cruelty, constant accusations, therapy used as a weapon, and the danger that spikes when someone decides to leave. We talk about the ripple effects on kids, the confusion that keeps families stuck, and how spiritual abuse and leadership control can retraumatize someone who’s already been through too much. If you’re looking for stories and language around domestic violence, coercive control, male victims of abuse, trauma recovery, and spiritual manipulation, this one goes there with honesty and hard-earned clarity.

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1 in 3 is intended for mature audiences. Episodes contain explicit content and may be triggering to some.

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Cover art by Laura Swift Dahlke
Music by Tim Crowe