' ... I think I have decided a few things, I don’t want to be owned by anybody anymore. I am pretty sure I am done with that.'

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' ... We are meeting today and i have woken up feeling anxious and a whirl of emotions.'

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' ... You do know that he never touched you for the intention of giving you pleasure? He only touched you because he enjoyed it.'

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' ... The crime was always small the retribution always huge'

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' ... I find myself talking of dark, intense, intimate things that I would never say elsewhere'

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' ... I am fairly sure that by at least 7 years old I could disassociate almost at will'

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

A bonus episode of various bits of writing, vague ideas or Wordpress daily writing prompts.

‘ … I have asked often what I would have been if this had never happened to me. ‘

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.