• 096 | In the Margins: Smyrna — He Has Never Done Me Wrong
    2026/06/16
    What would you say if, after 86 years of walking faithfully with God through poverty, suffering, and the constant threat of death, someone finally offered you a way out? But there's a catch: it will cost you was everything. What would it take for you to say those words — He has never done me wrong — after eight and a half decades of following Jesus through pain and pressure and the kind of quiet, grinding faithfulness that history rarely remembers? In this episode of God's Power Stories—in our series In the Margins—we're in Smyrna, which is modern-day Izmir, Turkey. This is one of the most layered, storied cities in all of human history. But before we get to the ancient streets, we have to talk about the hotel. After two solid days of travel, John and I arrive completely depleted, and what should be a simple check-in becomes something else entirely: a silent, bathrobe-clad companion in the elevator who clearly would have preferred to ride alone; a room key that blue-lights but refuses to open; another key that also fails; a man yelling from behind the very door we've been trying to enter — and a stylized number "4" that looks just convincingly enough like a "6" to send us to the wrong room entirely. Even our celebrated tour guide, Sinan—guide to such renown figures as George and Laura Bush and Madeleine Albright—could not read that room number correctly. We laugh about it now. We were not laughing then. But once we step into the city, everything shifts. Smyrna holds nearly 5,000 years of human history beneath its streets. By the time of the early church, it housed close to 100,000 people and stood as one of the greatest port cities in all of Asia Minor, rivaled only by Ephesus. It was a city deeply loyal to Rome, which made being a Christian here an act of extraordinary, daily courage. Lydians, Persians, Alexander the Great, Rome, Byzantines, Ottomans...empire after empire rose and fell over this city. And yet the church of Smyrna is still being talked about. Still being visited. Still changing people. Of the seven churches in Revelation, Smyrna is one of only two that received absolutely no correction from Jesus. No rebuke. No, "but I have this against you." Only this: I know your tribulation and your poverty...but you are rich. Like the ancient spring at the heart of the city, whose source no one has ever been able to find—water that has sustained the city for millennia, a stream that Homer supposedly sat beside while composing the Iliad and the Odyssey—there was something flowing through this church that couldn't be traced by outward measure. And then there is Polycarp. Appointed bishop of Smyrna by the Apostle John himself, who may well have been present when that letter from Revelation was first read aloud in this very city. Polycarp led that congregation for decades through suffering and the constant shadow of persecution. When the Roman authorities finally came for him as an old man, they gave him the same choice they always gave: curse Christ and live. His answer stopped me completely: For 86 years I have been his servant, and he has never done me wrong. How can I blaspheme my king who saved me? They sentenced him to death by fire. The historical account, written by his own church, states that the flames did not consume him. Instead, the witnesses smelled incense where they expected smoke. Polycarp died with a look of joy on his face. Then Jonathan Cahn taught right there in the city about the menorah, on what it means that the official seal of Israel and the symbol of the church in Revelation are the same image, on what it means for those who are born again to be, in the Spirit, children of Abraham. He said something I haven't stopped turning over: We are the light of the world. And we shine especially when it gets dark. Polycarp proved it. The church of Smyrna proved it. And maybe the thing that is pressing hardest against you right now is the very thing you were made to shine through. Key Takeaways: The church that received no correction — Smyrna is one of only two of the seven churches in Revelation that Jesus addressed without a single rebuke. Their poverty was real by every outward measure. Their wealth was hidden — and it was the wealth that actually counted.Polycarp's unshakeable testimony — At 86 years old, facing death, his answer was: He has never done me wrong. That kind of faith isn't borrowed or performed. It is built over a lifetime of faithful surrender.You were made to shine in the darkness, not in spite of it — Jonathan Cahn's teaching on the menorah reframes suffering entirely. A candle doesn't shine brightest in a well-lit room. Polycarp didn't go out when they tried to extinguish him.The hidden source — The ancient spring at the heart of Smyrna has sustained the city for millennia and no one has ever found where it begins. God's provision in our own lives so often flows from a source we cannot trace. And it keeps ...
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  • 095 | In the Margins: God Was Already Setting the Table Before We Landed
    2026/06/09
    What if God didn't wait for the sacred sites to start showing up — what if He was already at work somewhere over the Atlantic? We're going on the trip. After everything it took to get here — the broken bones, the months of recovery, the doubt, the pain that wouldn't quit — John and I are finally in the car, heading to Chicago, and wheels are up. And God doesn't wait. In this episode of In the Margins, I share two things that happened before we ever set foot on Turkish soil — and both of them left me with the same quiet certainty: God's fingerprints are all over this trip. The first happens at our gate. We know absolutely no one else going on the Revelation Tour, and it never even crosses my mind that another traveler at our gate might be headed the same direction. And then a 6'8" man named Tim walks up and says, "You look like a couple of rednecks like us." What follows is the beginning of a friendship that — by the time this episode drops — has Tim and his wife Stacy driving five hours to spend the Fourth of July with us. Iron sharpens iron doesn't always look like a Bible study. Sometimes it looks like a middle seat on a nine-across transatlantic flight. The second happens during our descent into Istanbul. If you've flown with me before, you know about my ears — that needle-piercing pain that can leave me plugged and hurting for days after landing. As I felt it beginning to surge, I prayed. Specific, faith-filled, out-loud-in-my-heart prayer. And within ten seconds of saying amen, the pain was completely gone. It didn't return for the descent. It didn't return for the short flight to Izmir. It didn't return for the entire trip home. We hadn't even landed yet, and God had already shown up twice. I also share a prayer that my friend Lisa sent us on the way to the airport — one that shifted my whole posture for the trip from "God, what do you want to teach me?" to "God, who can I be a blessing to?" — and a handful of scriptures that have become some of my favorites about what it means to be an instrument of blessing in someone else's story. 🔑 Key Takeaways God Sets the Table Before You Even Know You're Hungry. The connections, the little miracles, the moments that feel like coincidences — they're often God's advance work. He's already preparing what you're walking into.Divine Appointments Don't Always Announce Themselves. Tim and Stacy didn't look like a God-ordained friendship. They looked like strangers at a gate. Pay attention anyway.Specific Prayer Invites Specific Answers. I didn't pray a vague "help me feel better" prayer. I prayed exactly what I needed and exactly what I believed. God answered exactly that.Iron Sharpens Iron — and God Chooses the Iron. Proverbs 27:17 isn't just a nice sentiment. God actively places people in our path to shape us. The question is whether we're paying attention when they arrive.Ask Not Only What God Will Teach You — But Who He'll Send You To. The posture of being a blessing changes everything about how you move through an experience. 🌿 Key Themes Divine Connections • God-Ordained Relationships • Iron Sharpens Iron • Proverbs 27:17 • Healing Prayer • Ear Pain Miracle • Being a Blessing • Ephesians 2:10 • Numbers 6:24-26 • God's Fingerprints • Revelation Tour Turkey Greece • Jonathan Cahn • In the Margins Series • Faith in Transit • Marriage and Travel • God Setting the Table 🤍 Who Will Benefit From This Episode Anyone who tends to look for God only in the "big" moments — and needs a reminder He's in the small ones tooBelievers who pray but wonder if God really hears the specific, personal requestsListeners who want to travel — or live — with eyes open to divine appointmentsThose who need encouragement that God goes ahead of them into new seasonsAnyone who loves seeing how friendship and faith intertwine in unexpected places We hadn't even collected our luggage yet — and God had already shown up twice. Friend, next week we step into Turkey. And what happens at our very first stop is something neither of us saw coming. Until then… keep your eyes open at the gate. You never know who God is about to send walking toward you. CTAs: If you've been blessed by this podcast, help us bless others with your financial giving. It might be the best money you've ever spent.Pre-order Leaven, book four of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesStart reading Legacy, book one of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool Chronicles Start reading Lunacy, book two of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesStart reading Loosed, book three of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesUse this affiliate code to get great bonuses with Galaxy.ai: GF4MX8RIn addition to the podcast, join the communityAsk me to speak or facilitate at your eventFollow me on Instagram: anna.moore.bradfieldFollow me on Facebook: anna.moore.bradfield.author
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  • 094 | In the Margins: When God Says "Go" and the Enemy Says "Stop"
    2026/06/02
    What do you do when God clearly calls you to something — and then everything in your path seems determined to keep you from it? Welcome to In the Margins — a brand-new series here on God's Power Stories, and one of the most personal things I've ever shared with you. My husband John and I have just returned from a trip to Turkey and Greece — a journey following in the footsteps of the Apostle Paul and the early church alongside Jonathan Cahn and believers from around the world. It was, in every sense of the word, a trip of a lifetime. But the story I need to tell you first isn't about the ancient ruins or the sacred sites or the moments that left us breathless. It's about what happened before we ever got on that plane. On November 11, 2025, John fell from the back of his truck while working alone on our hundred-acre hunting property. He broke his tibia and his fibula — a clean break through both lower leg bones, requiring emergency surgery and a titanium rod driven from his knee to his ankle. He was alone. His phone was in the cab. It was below freezing. He passed out multiple times just trying to crawl far enough to call for help. He made it. It was a miracle. And then came the months of recovery — the physical therapy, the pain that wouldn't quit, the follow-up visits where every X-ray said remarkable but the knee still ached. All of it unfolding against a ticking clock: we had a deposit on a trip to Turkey and Greece. In six months. In this episode, John and I sit down to talk honestly about those months — his quiet resistance to Jonathan Cahn's style of teaching, the way he never once took the out I kept offering him, the two additional falls during recovery, and the slow, quiet way God used our love for each other to keep saying yes when everything else seemed to be saying stop. We also talk about what Jonathan Cahn repeated again and again throughout the trip — a phrase that landed differently in John's heart every single time he heard it: You are right where you are supposed to be. This is just the beginning. There is so much more to share about what God was doing in the margins of every scheduled moment on that trip. But first — we had to get there. 🔑 Key Takeaways The Enemy Knows What's Coming — And He'll Do Anything to Keep You From It. The barriers that nearly kept us from this trip weren't random. And recognizing spiritual opposition is the first step to refusing to let it win.Honoring Your Spouse Can Be an Act of Obedience to God. John didn't go on this trip because he was excited. He went because it mattered to me. And God used that love to move him — and both of us — forward.God Is Still In the Business of Miracles. Crawling to a truck cab, alone, below freezing, twice knocked unconscious — and making it out. There's no other explanation.You Don't Need a PowerPoint Presentation — You Need Proverbs 3:5-6. God rarely lays out the ten-step plan. He paints the vision and says trust me. Lean not on your own understanding. He will make the path straight."I'm Not Important Enough for God to Bother With" Is a Lie. John has wrestled with this his whole life. The injury, the trip, and the words of Jonathan Cahn — you're right where you're supposed to be — were God's direct answer to that lie. 🌿 Key Themes Revelation Tour Turkey and Greece • Jonathan Cahn • In the Margins Series • Spiritual Warfare • God's Calling and Waiting • Faith Through Physical Crisis • Proverbs 3:5-6 • Broken Leg Recovery • Marriage and Shared Faith • Trusting God Through Barriers • Divine Appointment • John Bradfield • Miraculous Survival • God's Timing • Messianic Judaism 🤍 Who Will Benefit From This Episode Anyone who feels called to something and keeps running into walls that seem designed to stop themCouples navigating different levels of faith enthusiasm — and what it looks like to honor each other through itBelievers who struggle to believe they're important enough for God to show up for personallyListeners who have experienced a physical crisis and are wondering what God is doing in the waitingAnyone preparing for — or dreaming about — a faith-based pilgrimage or journey God didn't wait for us to get to Turkey to start working. He was already in the margins — in the hospital room, in the physical therapy sessions, in every moment John chose not to take the easy out. Friend, wherever you are right now — in the waiting, in the recovery, in the doubt — that is where the story is already being written. Until next time… stay in the margins. That's where He meets us. Mentions: Proverbs 3:5-6 (NIV) CTAs: Pre-order Leaven, book four of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesStart reading Legacy, book one of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool Chronicles Start reading Lunacy, book two of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesStart reading Loosed, book three of my biblical...
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  • 093 | Help, Thanks, and Wow: Discovering Your Worth After Devastating Loss
    2026/05/26
    What do you pray when everything falls apart in three minutes? Discover the power of three simple prayers—help, thanks, and wow—in this moving interview with Lisa Bosse, who lost her husband John suddenly on Mother's Day 2023. This encouraging Christian podcast episode reveals how God meets us in our deepest grief and transforms waiting into active faith. Based on Anne Lamott's book "Help, Thanks, Wow: The Three Essential Prayers," topics include: How God's presence wrapped around Lisa even as John died in her armsWhy "waiting is never passive, it's always active" when God is involvedThe three-year journey from paralyzing fear to God-confidence and courageLearning to eat alone, travel alone, and do new things with Jesus as your companionHow God speaks "You are my desire" when you declare He is yoursWhy measuring yourself against others is legalistic and not from GodThe profound truth that everyone is a "key person" in God's story—no one gets top billingMoving from "I should be over this by now" to resting in God's presenceFinding clarity not through detailed plans but through being still with GodHow grief, like puberty, eventually lets you "pop out the other end" as yourself again This episode is perfect for anyone walking through grief, loss, or devastating change; struggling with fear of doing things alone; wondering when healing will finally come; or seeking courage to step into new seasons. This episode offers hope that God makes rivers in the desert and ways in the wilderness. Keywords naturally included: grief journey, widow's story, sudden loss, God's presence, finding courage, active waiting, three essential prayers, healing from grief, fear to faith, divine companionship Until next time... Mentions: Mentions: The Well Conference Creatives. Don't forget to use the saving code GPS50 when you register!Anne Lamott's book, "Help, Thanks, and Wow"Lisa's earlier episode, #047 Song, "You Make me Brave"The Story of Naaman (NIV)Song, "Who the Son Sets Free" Isaiah 43:19 (KJV) CTAs: Pre-order Leaven, book four of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesStart reading Loosed, book three of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesUse this affiliate code to get great bonuses with Galaxy.ai: GF4MX8RIf you've been blessed by this podcast, help us bless others with your financial giving. It might be the best money you've ever spent.In addition to the podcast, join the communityStart reading Legacy, book one of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool Chronicles Start reading Lunacy, book two of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesAsk me to speak or facilitate at your eventFollow me on Instagram: anna.moore.bradfieldFollow me on Facebook: anna.moore.bradfield.author
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  • 092 | The Murky Middle: A Story of Faith, Waiting, and Healing from the Inside Out
    2026/05/19
    What happens when you obey God…and things get harder instead of easier? When you say yes to something that clearly has His hand on it…and then find yourself in pain, confusion, and a season that doesn’t make sense? In this powerful episode, Rachel Van Pelt shares the story of a decision rooted in faith—to donate bone marrow and help save a life—and the unexpected journey that followed. “We had to decide… do we make a life, or do we save one?” After prayer and surrender, Rachel chose obedience. The procedure went beautifully. God’s presence was undeniable. And then everything changed. A fall. A concussion. And what would become years of physical, emotional, and spiritual struggle. What followed wasn’t breakthrough. It was what she calls: “The murky middle.” A place of waiting. Of questions. Of darkness—literally and spiritually. “I sat between the bed and the couch all day… I couldn’t read… I could barely talk to people.” And yet—even there—God was at work. Through Scripture. Through worship. Through moments that didn’t make sense at the time… but later revealed purpose. Then came a shift. God brought her to Mark 2—the paralytic man. And asked one question: “What did I do for him first?” “You healed his spirit… before his body.” And God said: “That’s what I’m doing for you.” This episode explores the reality that we don’t talk about enough: • Obedience doesn’t always lead to immediate breakthrough • Healing doesn’t always start where you expect • God’s work is often deeper than what we can see If you’re in a season where you’ve obeyed… and it still hurts… If you’re walking through a long, unclear middle… If you’re asking, “God, where are You in this?”— This story will meet you there. Because sometimes God doesn’t start by changing your circumstances… He starts by transforming your heart. Key Takeaways 1. Obedience Doesn’t Guarantee Immediate Breakthrough Rachel’s decision was clearly led by God—confirmed through prayer, Scripture, and provision. Yet what followed was suffering, not ease. This challenges a common belief that obedience leads to quick blessing. Sometimes it leads to deeper processes. 2. The “Murky Middle” Is Where Faith Is Refined This in-between season—after obedience, before resolution—is where doubt, endurance, and trust are tested. Rachel’s phrase gives language to a place many people experience but don’t know how to describe. 3. Physical Trials Often Carry Spiritual Battles Her concussion wasn’t just physical—it brought depression, fear, and spiritual warfare. The episode highlights how suffering impacts the whole person, not just the body. 4. God Often Prepares You Before You Understand Why The Proverbs 3 passage given before surgery came back at the exact moment she needed it. This reveals how God plants truth ahead of time for future battles. 5. You Can See God’s Hand Clearly—and Still Struggle Rachel had undeniable moments of confirmation (the doctor’s words, the letter impact), yet still walked through years of hardship. Faith doesn’t remove struggle—it sustains you through it. 6. Healing Doesn’t Always Happen in the Order You Expect Through Mark 2, God revealed a deeper truth: spiritual healing often precedes physical healing. What feels delayed may actually be prioritized differently by God. 7. Long Seasons Can Produce Deep Transformation Seven years of recovery wasn’t wasted—it became a season of inner healing, forgiveness, and spiritual growth that likely wouldn’t have happened otherwise. 8. God Is Working Even When You Can’t See Progress In the darkest, most limited moments—when Rachel could barely function—God was still moving. This is a crucial reminder for anyone in a slow or invisible season. Key Themes Obedience and Suffering • The Murky Middle • Waiting on God • Spiritual vs. Physical Healing • Bone Marrow Donation Testimony • Faith in Trials • Concussion Recovery • God’s Timing • Trusting God in Pain • Mark 2 Paralytic • Proverbs 3 • Spiritual Warfare • Long-Term Healing • God’s Presence in Suffering • Faith Through Hard Seasons • Christian Testimony • Inner Healing and Forgiveness Who Will Benefit From This Episode ✓ Anyone who has obeyed God and expected things to get easier—but they didn’t ✓ People currently in a long, unclear season of waiting ✓ Those dealing with chronic illness or long-term recovery ✓ Listeners wrestling with “Why would God allow this?” ✓ Believers who feel like they’re in the middle of a story that isn’t resolving ✓ Anyone experiencing both faith and struggle at the same time ✓ People needing language for seasons that don’t make sense ✓ Those learning to trust God beyond visible results ✓ Listeners who feel stuck between promise and outcome ✓ Anyone asking: “Is God still working here?” Until next time... Mentions: Rachel’s ...
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  • 091 | One Simple Prayer with Rachel Britton: How “God Help Me” Changed Everything
    2026/05/12
    What if prayer doesn’t have to be complicated? What if connecting with God starts with something as simple as…“God, help me.” In this powerful and deeply relatable episode, Rachel Britton shares how one honest, desperate prayer became the turning point in her relationship with God. Raised in a Christian home, Rachel always believed in God—but she didn’t feel connected to Him. Faith felt like rules. Expectations. A list of things to do—and not do. “I felt like God didn’t really like me,” she admits. As life moved on, she found herself caught between two worlds—one foot in faith, one foot in everything else—never fully at peace in either. Then everything changed. A move from London to the United States. A newborn baby. No support system. No identity outside of motherhood. And one overwhelming moment where she sat on the floor and thought: “I don’t know how to go on.” That’s when she prayed one simple prayer: “God, help me.” And He did. Not with immediate life changes—but with something deeper. Presence. Peace. And an invitation into real relationship. This episode explores what it means to: • Move from knowing about God → to actually knowing Him • Let go of performance-based faith • Discover that God is already reaching for you • Pray honestly—even when you don’t have the right words Because as Rachel discovered: God isn’t waiting for perfect prayers. He’s waiting for honest ones. If you’ve ever felt like prayer is intimidating… If you’ve believed in God but struggled to connect with Him… If you’ve thought you had to “get it right” before coming to Him— This episode will change how you see prayer. Because sometimes the most powerful prayer you can pray… is the simplest one. Key Takeaways 1. You Can Believe in God and Still Feel Distant From Him Rachel never doubted God’s existence—but she struggled to feel connected to Him. Faith felt like rules, not relationship. This exposes a common experience: belief doesn’t automatically equal intimacy. 2. Performance-Based Faith Creates Distance, Not Connection Growing up with expectations and “do’s and don’ts,” Rachel began to feel like God was disappointed in her. The episode reveals how rule-driven faith can distort our view of God’s heart. 3. Life Transitions Often Strip Away False Identity Moving countries, losing her career, and becoming a new mother left Rachel asking, “Who am I?” The episode shows how God often uses disruption to remove distractions and draw us closer. 4. Desperation Can Lead to the Most Honest Prayer Her turning point wasn’t a polished prayer—it was a cry: “God, help me.” This teaches that God responds to authenticity, not eloquence. 5. God Responds Before Life Circumstances Change Rachel’s life didn’t immediately improve—but she experienced God’s presence right away. The episode highlights that God often meets us internally before He changes things externally. 6. God Is Already Reaching for You Isaiah 65 becomes the anchor: God saying, “Here I am.” The episode reveals that prayer isn’t about getting God’s attention—it’s about responding to His. 7. Relationship Begins With Desire After that moment, Rachel wanted to go to church. Wanted to study the Bible. This shift shows that transformation begins in the heart before it shows up in behavior. 8. You Don’t Need the Right Words—Just Willingness Prayer isn’t about saying the right thing—it’s about showing up honestly. That’s where connection begins. Key Themes Prayer Made Simple • One Simple Prayer • Pray Naturally • Relationship with God • From Rules to Relationship • Identity in Christ • Life Transitions and Faith • Hearing God’s Voice • God’s Presence • Faith Without Performance • Spiritual Awakening • Moving from Head Knowledge to Heart Connection • Isaiah 65 • God Is Already Reaching • Christian Testimony • Starting Over with God Who Will Benefit From This Episode ✓ Anyone who feels intimidated or unsure how to pray ✓ People who believe in God but feel distant from Him ✓ New believers trying to understand how to connect with God ✓ Those who feel like they’re “doing faith wrong” ✓ Women navigating identity shifts (motherhood, moves, life changes) ✓ Anyone in a quiet moment of “I don’t know how to go on” ✓ People who grew up with rule-based faith and want something deeper ✓ Listeners craving a real relationship with God—not just knowledge ✓ Those who need permission to approach God honestly Until next time...Anna Mentions: God's Power Stories, Episode 004Isaiah 65:1-2 (NIV)Isaiah 65:24 (NIV)Exodus 34:6 (NIV)Meaning of the name MaraMatthew 27:46 (NIV)Start reading Rachel's book Pray Naturally today CTAs: Pre-order Leaven, book four of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesStart reading Loosed, book three of my biblical fiction series The Lambswool ChroniclesUse this ...
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  • 090 | When God Says Be Still: A Story of Leaving, Healing, and Letting God Fight for You
    2026/05/05
    What do you do when staying feels faithful… but is slowly breaking you? And what happens when God doesn’t tell you to fight—but to be still? In this deeply moving episode, Angela Chambers shares her powerful story of walking away from a 28-year abusive marriage—and discovering that God’s restoration doesn’t begin with answers… but with surrender. “I picked myself up off the floor one too many times,” she says. “And I knew… I couldn’t do it anymore.” Raised in a Christian home, committed to her faith, and determined not to “fail” at marriage, Angela spent decades enduring what she believed she was supposed to carry. She stayed. She served. She smiled. And she hid what was really happening. Until the moment everything shifted. When her father asked one simple question—“How long are you going to do this?”—something broke… and something else began. With no job, no clear plan, and nowhere permanent to go, Angela stepped into the unknown with one thing: faith. And in that quiet, lonely space, God met her. “There was a lot of detoxing… a lot of crying… a lot of laying on the floor asking God questions.” Then came a verse that would anchor everything: “The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.” (Exodus 14:14) It came again. And again. And again. And Angela listened. This is not just a story about leaving. It’s a story about: • Learning to hear God clearly in the middle of chaos • Letting Him fight battles you cannot • Healing after years of survival • Rediscovering who you are when the noise stops It’s also a story about what happens when faith doesn’t look like staying… but trusting God enough to step out. If you’ve ever felt trapped between what you believe is right… and what you know is breaking you… If you’ve ever stayed longer than you should because you thought that’s what God required… If you’re walking through a season where you don’t know what comes next— Angela’s story will meet you there. Because sometimes the most powerful thing you can do… is be still… and let God fight for you. Key Takeaways 1. Staying Isn’t Always Faithfulness—Sometimes It’s Fear Angela believed for years that enduring her marriage was the “right” thing to do. But over time, staying became less about faith and more about fear—fear of disappointing others, fear of failure, fear of getting it wrong. This episode challenges the assumption that staying is always spiritual, revealing that obedience sometimes requires leaving. 2. God Often Speaks Through Simple, Direct Moments Her turning point didn’t come through a sermon or dramatic event—but through her father asking one question: “How long are you going to do this?” The episode reminds us that God often speaks through ordinary conversations that carry extraordinary weight. 3. You Can Be Deeply Faithful and Still Be in an Unhealthy Situation Angela never left God. She stayed in church, served, prayed, and remained committed to her faith—even while living in a toxic environment. This dismantles the idea that spiritual devotion protects you from hardship or automatically fixes broken situations. 4. Healing Requires Space, Silence, and Honesty After leaving, Angela entered a season of deep emotional and spiritual detox—crying, questioning, processing, and rediscovering who she was. The episode teaches that healing isn’t instant—it requires intentional time with God and the courage to face what you’ve buried. 5. “Be Still” Is Not Passive—It’s Deep Trust Exodus 14:14 became her anchor: “The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.” This wasn’t about doing nothing—it was about not forcing outcomes, not rushing decisions, and not trying to control what only God could handle. Stillness became trust in action. 6. God Confirms His Voice Repeatedly That same verse came to Angela multiple times in different ways—Scripture, people, reminders. The episode highlights how God confirms His direction when He’s leading you, especially in uncertain seasons. 7. You Can Handle Hurt Without Becoming Bitter When Angela was removed from serving at church, she had every reason to become angry or walk away. Instead, she chose obedience—continuing to show up, worship, and keep her eyes on God rather than people. This demonstrates spiritual maturity in the face of misunderstanding. 8. Restoration Begins with Identity Before God rebuilt anything around her, He rebuilt her. In the quiet, He helped her rediscover who she was outside of survival mode. The episode teaches that restoration isn’t just about circumstances—it’s about becoming whole again. Key Themes Restoration • Abuse and Healing • Leaving vs. Staying • Faith in Hard Seasons • Exodus 14:14 • God Fights for You • Emotional Healing • Identity in Christ • Divorce and Faith • Spiritual Endurance • Hearing God’s Voice • Being Still • Christian Testimony • ...
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  • 089 | How to Slay Your Giants: Why Avoidance Isn't Freedom and What to Do Instead
    2026/04/28
    What if the things you've learned to live with… aren't just affecting you? What if the "giants" you've tolerated—fear, anxiety, bitterness, unforgiveness—are quietly shaping the lives of the people you love most? In this powerful and deeply honest conversation, pastor and author Angi Jeffcoat shares her personal journey of confronting the giants that had taken up residence in her life—and the freedom she found on the other side. "We think we're okay," she says. "But those giants are taking up space in our lives… and they're going to impact the people around us whether we want them to or not." From growing up in a home marked by verbal abuse and abandonment, to carrying hidden bitterness toward her father while preaching forgiveness from the pulpit, Angi reveals how easy it is to believe we've healed… when we haven't. "I thought forgiveness was doing him a favor," she admits. "But really, I was the one in bondage." Her story takes a sobering turn when she feels God ask her to reconcile—and delays. Just days later, her father unexpectedly passes away. "I never got to reconcile on this side of heaven." What follows is a journey through grief, counseling, and the painful but freeing process of facing what was really in her heart. Through it, Angi uncovers not just bitterness—but anxiety, identity struggles, and patterns she didn't even realize had become her normal. "I didn't know who I was without anxiety." This episode is both a warning and an invitation: • A warning that avoidance is not freedom • An invitation to identify the giants you've normalized • And a reminder that healing is available—but it requires honesty If you've ever said "I'm fine" while something still lingers beneath the surface… If you've struggled with forgiveness but justified holding on… If you've assumed your internal battles only affect you— This conversation will challenge you to look again. Because the giants you don't confront… don't just stay with you. Key Takeaways 1. The Giants You Tolerate Don't Just Affect You—They Impact Everyone Around You Angi's central insight reframes personal struggle as relational responsibility: "Even if we think we're okay… they're going to impact the people around us." Her unforgiveness toward her father didn't stay contained—it affected her children, her peace, and her relationships. The episode teaches that internal battles are never truly private. What you carry shapes how you show up. 2. You Can Preach Freedom While Secretly Living in Bondage One of the most striking admissions: Angi was teaching on forgiveness while still holding bitterness. This exposes a dangerous disconnect—knowing truth versus living it. The episode challenges listeners to examine where they may be spiritually informed but emotionally unfree. 3. Forgiveness Isn't for Them—It's for You "I thought forgiveness was doing him a favor… but really, I was the one in bondage." This shift is foundational. The episode teaches that unforgiveness doesn't punish the other person nearly as much as it imprisons you. Freedom begins when you stop viewing forgiveness as justice for them and start seeing it as release for you. 4. Delayed Obedience Can Close Doors You Thought You Had Time to Walk Through When God said "reconcile," Angi hesitated—and her father passed away days later. This moment carries weight: sometimes the opportunity to obey is time-sensitive. The episode doesn't manipulate urgency—but it does reveal reality. Not every door stays open forever. 5. You Can Live with a Giant So Long That It Feels Like Your Personality "I didn't know who I was without anxiety." This reveals how normalized dysfunction can become. Anxiety, fear, low self-worth—these can feel like identity rather than intrusions. The episode teaches that just because something feels familiar doesn't mean it's meant to stay. 6. Healing Is Both Spiritual and Practical Angi's journey included prayer—but also counseling. Breathing exercises. Processing memories. The episode affirms that God often works through both spiritual and practical means. Healing isn't passive—it's participatory. 7. Bitterness Often Hides Behind Justification Angi justified her distance from her father as protection—but later recognized it as punishment. This exposes how easily we rename bitterness as wisdom or boundaries. The episode invites listeners to examine their motivations honestly. 8. Freedom Changes You in Ways You Didn't Expect When Angi experienced healing, it wasn't just emotional—it was physical. Her body began to recover from years of anxiety. The episode teaches that healing isn't just internal—it reshapes how you live, feel, and function. Key Themes Overcoming Giants • Fear, Anxiety, and Bitterness • Forgiveness and Reconciliation • Emotional Healing • Hidden Strongholds • Spiritual Authority • Counseling and Faith • Generational Impact • Identity and Freedom • Delayed Obedience • Healing from ...
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