In this episode, I walk through the chapter “The Why” from my book In The Waiting.

This is about understanding the deeper reason behind everything — the vision, the pursuit, and the calling.

I talk about what I believe God is showing me about His presence, why it matters so much in our daily lives, and why I feel such a strong pull toward bringing that into people’s homes.

This episode is about clarity, purpose, and the reason you keep going — even when you don’t fully understand how it’s all going to work.

In this episode, I walk through one of the most honest and raw chapters I’ve ever written.

This is a real look into a season where I felt confused, stuck, behind in life, and unsure of what I was doing or where I was going.

This isn’t a polished message — it’s what it actually feels like to be in the middle of a hard season, questioning everything, but still choosing to move forward.

If you’ve ever felt lost, discouraged, or like you’re falling behind in life… this episode is for you.

In this episode, I begin Part 1 of the chapter “Presence of God” from my book Sinners’ Soup.

I talk about a season where my life — and my marriage — was falling apart, even though I was doing all the “right” things spiritually.

This is the story of how I realized something was missing, how I began seeking God’s presence in a real way, and how that began to change me from the inside out.

This episode also goes back into my past, into addiction, darkness, and the night I made a decision that could have ended everything.

This is where the story starts to go deeper.