Have you ever been in a storm so loud that you wondered if God even knew you were there? In this raw and honest episode, Deb and Scott talk about the ache of feeling spiritually flat, forgotten, unseen, or alone — even while trying to pray, believe, and do the right things.

Using the story of Jesus walking on the water, they explore a different kind of miracle: not Peter’s ability to walk on water, but the peace that came when Jesus got into the boat. This conversation is for anyone who has ever whispered, “Heavenly Father, are You really there?” and needed the reminder that maybe the storm has not stopped yet — but you do not have to face it alone.

Wayne Ogden had money, success, status, and a life that looked untouchable from the outside. But behind the image was shame, secrets, fear, and a collapse that eventually led to prison, public humiliation, and a moment sitting alone in a barn ready to end his life. In this raw conversation, Wayne shares what happened when everything fell apart — and how he discovered that God still moves toward broken people who think they’ve gone too far.

Check out Wayne's website: https://www.bigdogacademy.com/

Join us for a raw and unforgettable conversation with Tawny, who was born into chaos: a mother she describes as a “professional alcoholic,” a father tied to a 1%er motorcycle gang and meth manufacturing, and a childhood where survival felt normal. Her story moves through addiction, motherhood, recovery, and the devastating death of her son — the kind of loss that shattered every illusion of control she had left. But standing in the wreckage of what she could not fix, Tawny says she found God. This episode is about grief, surrender, and the brutal mercy of discovering that even when people like her don’t know how to find God, God still knows exactly where to find them.