The pressure to keep performing can make you forget who you are. In this episode, Renee Coover joins The Raw Onion to talk about what happens when career success, motherhood, and self-worth collide, and what it looks like to choose yourself before your body forces the issue.

Renee shares her journey from high-stakes legal work to a more aligned life, including the moment she realized that burnout was not just emotional, it was physical. We talk about career transitions, the illusion of safety, self-advocacy, and the courage it takes to rebuild after everything you thought defined you starts to fall away.

This conversation is for anyone who has ever questioned whether the path they are on still fits. If you have been pushing through exhaustion, doubting your next step, or wondering how to trust your inner voice again, Renee’s story offers both honesty and hope.

We get into:

• Career transitions and self-identity.
• Overcoming fear and self-doubt.
• The importance of self-advocacy and boundaries.
• Building confidence and resilience.
• The role of support systems and community.

In this episode, you will learn:

• Why burnout can show up in the body before it shows up in your decisions.
• How to tell when success no longer feels sustainable.
• Why a “power pause” can become a turning point.
• How yoga and meditation helped Renee reconnect with herself.
• What it means to bet on yourself and build something new.

🎙️ Guest: Renee Coover is the founder of Engage Law, a fractional outside general counsel who helps growing businesses navigate employment, regulatory, and operational matters with clarity and practical guidance.

⏱️ Chapters

• 00:00 Introduction
• 05:13 Renee's Story: From Big Law to Yoga Instructor
• 11:07 Listening to the Body and Making Decisions
• 19:52 Recognizing Opportunities in Life's Moments
• 25:06 Embracing Change and Taking Risks
• 37:20 Overcoming Fear of Risk and Embracing Change
• 47:22 Armoring Up for Yourself
• 55:28 Advocating for Yourself in the Workplace
• 01:05:52 Finding Your True Identity

🔗 Connect with Renee:

LinkedIn: Renee Coover

YouTube: Engage Law

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Website: EngageLaw

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Website: Triage Coaching and Consulting

Free fit call: https://tidycal.com/sohannesian

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Website: Lotus Flower Journeys

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If you have ever felt like your body gave out before your mind was ready to stop, you are not alone in that experience.

And you are not broken.

What happened, neurologically and physiologically, has a reason. This episode is where we start to look at it.

We closed out the Roadmap to Resilience series with something different this episode. Stephanie brought her own story to the table, and what she’s spent the last decade trying to understand about what actually broke down, and why.

What we explored together:

Resilience is neurological, not just psychological. Culture tells us resilience means endurance, suppression, grinding through. Neuroscience tells us something completely different. It is recovery capacity. Flexibility. The ability of your nervous system to find its way back to safety after stress. Those are not the same thing.

Your body has been scanning for safety your entire life. There is a process happening beneath your awareness, constantly assessing your environment, your relationships, your inner state. When that process has been overridden by years of hustle, inherited messaging, or survival wiring passed down through your family, you lose access to your own signals. You stop trusting what your body is telling you. And that is when collapse becomes possible.

What you inherited may not belong to you. The hypervigilance. The head-down, don’t rock the boat, keep working until someone notices. The inability to rest without guilt. For many of us, those were not choices we made. They were patterns absorbed from the people who came before us, people who needed those patterns to survive. The question is whether those same patterns are serving you now, or quietly running the show without your knowing.

Identity and resilience are not separate conversations. If you don’t know what belongs to you, if your values have been borrowed from a workplace or a family system or a culture that taught you to earn your worth, your system has nothing stable to return to. Resilience requires somewhere to land.

Curiosity is where it starts to shift. Not a program. Not a fix. Just the willingness to ask: what is this trying to tell me? What engine am I actually running on, and is it mine?

We are not here to tell you what is wrong with you.

We are here because what is happening in your body, your brain, your burnout, your exhaustion, your sense that something is off even when nothing looks broken from the outside, has a reason. And that reason is rewritable.

We will be back next week in a new format. Video is coming, and we are stepping into a new series exploring women in business.

Until then, you are more resilient than you think.

If something in this episode is still sitting with you:

Wondering if what you’re carrying might be inherited, not yours? Stephanie works with high-performers ready to remap what’s been running them.

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Feeling like you're at a crossroads and not sure which layer to look at first? Yoshie works with people who are ready to get curious about what's underneath.

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If you’re part of the sandwich generation, caring for aging parents while raising kids and managing a career, the holidays can feel less like a celebration and more like overload.

Welcome to Episode 2 of The Raw Onion, where we unpack what’s happening in your brain and theirs when holiday expectations collide with caregiving burnout.

You’re Not Alone

Up to 25% of Americans are in the sandwich generation. The holidays pile emotional and sensory stress on top of chronic caregiving. When you’re already depleted, the pressure to create a perfect moment can push you over the edge.

You’re not failing. You’re overloaded.

The Aging Brain

The aging brain has reduced dopamine and serotonin, and less cognitive flexibility. That means:

• Less emotional resilience
• More irritability
• Harder time adapting

They are not being difficult. They are less able to pivot.

Their amygdala activates more easily, while the prefrontal cortex struggles to regulate. Even positive moments can feel overwhelming.

The Nostalgia Trap

Older adults do not just recall memories. They relive them.

When memory centers activate, they may lose context. A holiday memory can bring connection or unprocessed grief. Often, they cannot tell which is coming.

Nostalgia is not neutral.

What’s Happening in Your Brain

While their brain is rigid, yours is flooded with cortisol.

Chronic stress leads to:

• Shorter patience
• Lower empathy
• Emotional exhaustion

Then comes the guilt cycle. You snap, feel bad, shut down, and think you’re failing.

You are not failing. Your nervous system is responding to prolonged stress.

The Mismatch

Two overwhelmed nervous systems trying to create a meaningful holiday moment. You both want safety, but in different ways.

That is biology, not failure.

How to Help

• Reset breath

Take two short inhales through your nose and one long exhale. This calms your nervous system and helps you regain clarity.

• Name your brain

Pause and say, “I’m overwhelmed. What do I need?” This creates space and reduces reactivity.

• Accept, do not solve

Acceptance lowers stress faster than problem solving. Acknowledge the overload instead of fighting it.

• Redefine success

Success is not a perfect holiday. It is moments of safety and presence.

Your Invitation

Lower expectations. Focus on small moments instead of perfect gatherings. Rest without guilt.

Before stepping into any interaction:

• Take a breath
• Name what you feel
• Accept the overload
• Lower expectations
• Choose rest when needed

You are not here to fix everything. You are creating small pockets of safety and connection.

That is enough.

Are you navigating the holidays with aging loved ones? We would love to hear your experience. Share in the comments or reach out.

Stephanie specializes in inherited generational stress and how family patterns shape our nervous systems across generations.

We’re in the final days of the Year of the Snake, about to step into the Year of the Fire Horse. And if you think that’s just cultural metaphor, stay with me.

The snake and the fire horse are both ruled by fire. But they express it in completely opposite ways.

Snake fire is yin. Internal. Smoldering. The kind that rewires your nervous system behind the scenes while you’re sitting still, wondering why nothing feels the same anymore.

Fire horse is yang. External. Kinetic. The kind that moves your body before your brain gives permission.

Here’s what most people miss: you’re not changing elements. You’re not becoming someone new. You’re flipping the switch from hidden combustion to open ignition.

Identity shifting isn’t about abandoning who you are at your core. It’s about honoring that the internal work has to happen first, slow and uncomfortable, before the body is ready to move.

And right now? A lot of us are between skins.

If life feels quieter, slower, or you’re less willing to do the things you used to do, you’re not late. You’re shedding.

Snakes don’t negotiate with old skin. They don’t explain themselves. They release what no longer fits because staying the same becomes too painful.

Between skins is not behind.

Next week, we’ll talk about how the body signals readiness for action, and why real momentum feels clean, not frantic.

For now, maybe the question isn’t “who am I becoming?” Maybe it’s “what am I done pretending still fits?”

Stephanie Ohannesian is the founder of Triage Coaching & Consulting and a neuroscience-based resilience strategist helping global leaders and communities break the burnout cycle. With a background spanning neuroscience, psychology, and cultural intelligence, she transforms inherited stress into intentional resilience, working across sectors from the Middle East to the Americas. Her approach bridges science and soul to create sustainable, high-impact leadership.

Yoshie Barnett is a Certified Life Coach (ICF/ACC) and founder of Lotus Flower Journeys, helping women release perfectionism and reconnect with their authentic selves through her P.E.A.C.E. framework. Originally from Japan and shaped by life between cultures, her approach is gentle and intuitive, guided by your values and natural rhythm rather than force or shoulds.

Sierra Abler is a doctoral candidate pursuing her Doctor of Education in Applied Leadership, the founder and CEO of Innovative Leadership, and the host of the Confidence Compass podcast. A farmer’s wife and mom of two boys with a third on the way, Sierra works primarily with educators and teachers, helping people recognize and expand the leadership skills they already carry rather than starting from scratch.

At 27, she brings both academic grounding and real-time lived experience to this conversation. She is someone who is actively navigating a doctoral program, a growing business, a farm, and a full family life simultaneously, which makes her perspective on the early adult brain not just informed, but immediate.

The decade when you were supposed to have it all figured out was actually the decade your brain was least equipped to do so.

We don’t say this to excuse anything. We say it because it changes the story you might still be carrying about who you were then, and why.

This episode is part of our Aging Brain Series, and we’re moving into the early adult brain, roughly the 20s through mid-30s. We sat down with Sierra, and what unfolded was a conversation that landed far beyond any single age group.

The prefrontal cortex, the part of the brain responsible for planning, impulse control, and identity integration, doesn’t fully mature until around 25. But the expectation of having it together often arrives years before that. That gap between what the brain is capable of and what we demand of it is where a lot of quiet shame lives, and it doesn’t always dissolve just because the years pass.

Sierra brings a scaffold analogy to this conversation that stays with you. The idea that the first 18 years lay the outer frame, and everything after is the interior work. Adding rooms, knocking down walls, making space for what actually matters now. It’s a simple image, and it holds something true about how identity doesn’t form once and settle. It keeps building. It keeps revising.

What we found ourselves circling in this episode is the tension between expansion and pressure that so many people feel when they’re in the thick of this phase, and how easily that tension gets mislabeled as personal failure rather than recognized as the natural friction of a brain doing its developmental work.

For our listeners who are further along in life, this episode offers something different: a chance to look back at that chapter with less judgment. To recognize that the version of you who felt scattered, or didn’t know what she wanted, or made choices that didn’t hold, wasn’t failing. She was wiring.

We’re curious: when you look back at your early adult years, is there something you would offer that younger version of yourself, if she could hear it now?

And if any of this is stirring something current for you, about where you are now, patterns that still feel active, or identity questions that feel unresolved, we’re always open to hearing from you. You can reach us at hello@therawonionpodcast.com.

About Our Guest

Sarosh Iqbal is the founder of Prezio, a personalized gifting brand rooted in meaning and creativity. After a career in Silicon Valley, she chose a different path. Her journey reflects resilience, uncertainty, and learning to trust herself.

Website: prezio.gifts

Instagram: @prezio.gifts

LinkedIn: Sarosh Iqbal

There is a kind of weight that builds quietly over time. Not because everything is wrong, but because everything has been held together for so long. By family expectations. By inherited definitions of success. By the version of you that learned early that belonging meant staying within the lines.

That is where we begin this month.

May is our series on resilience. Not as toughness or pushing through, but as your nervous system’s ability to return to itself after stress, without losing clarity or connection to who you are.

The brain does not distinguish well between physical danger and social risk. Disappointing family, stepping outside cultural expectations, or choosing a different path can register as threat. So when a woman chooses ambition or independence, her nervous system often braces. Not because something is wrong, but because it is doing its job.

In this episode, we sit down with Sarosh Iqbal. Raised in Pakistan with a clear path laid out, she followed it into a corporate career in Silicon Valley. When that chapter ended, she built Prezio.

What she shares is not linear. She was building a business while raising three children and navigating cultural expectations of motherhood. The guilt was real. So was the fear of judgment, which often lands deeper in the body than professional risk because it is tied to belonging.

We also explore the space between shame and guilt, what happens when worth is tied to roles, and what it costs to want something beyond them. Near the end, Sarosh shares a moment with her son that brings the conversation into focus.

This is resilience without performance.

If this conversation resonated and you want support, reach out at hello@therawonionpodcast.com.

Stephanie Ohannesian is the founder of Triage Coaching and Consulting, helping individuals and teams regulate burnout and shift inherited stress patterns.

Yoshie Barnett is the founder of Lotus Flower Journeys, supporting high-achieving women navigating life transitions and reconnecting with themselves.

Dr. Punam V. Saxena is a TEDx and SXSW speaker, two-time author, and advocate with over 35 years of work in equity and education. A second-generation Indian American who grew up as the only Indian family in rural Georgia, she speaks on cultural bias, the Model Minority Stereotype, parent engagement, and empowering South Asian women’s voices in leadership. Her signature TEDx talk, The Key to Enhancing Student Success, explores the minority experience of growing up as “other.”

We are opening a new series on The Raw Onion, and it begins where so much of what we carry as adults actually begins.

With the young brain.

Not because this episode is only for parents. But because every single one of us was once a child in a system, a home, a culture, that was either building us up or quietly chipping away at something essential.

And most of us never had the conversation we needed about what was actually happening.

This episode is that conversation.

Dr. Saxena spent her early years being tested for a gifted program twice and not passing, not because she was not brilliant, but because the assessments were built around a language and culture that was not hers. She describes losing 25 years of her life to what that moment took from her. That experience became the foundation of 35 years of advocacy, and it is the thread running through everything she shares here.

What she brings to this episode is not a framework or a method. It is honesty. The kind that makes you pause and think about the child you were, the adults who surrounded you, and what was quietly being encoded in that developing brain before you ever had words for it.

We explore what the education system was built for, and who it was not built for. We sit with the concept of a secure base, the one relationship, the one presence, where a child can simply exist without performing. We talk about selective cultural identity and what children silently choose to carry forward. We talk about legacy, presence, and what it actually means to show up for a young mind in a world moving faster than any prior generation.

Stephanie‘s work at Triage Coaching and Consulting focuses on inherited generational stress and the neuroscience of how family patterns shape our nervous systems across generations.

If you are in your 40s or beyond and something in your life no longer fits the way it once did, Yoshie works with women navigating exactly that. Visit Lotus Flower Journeys to learn more.

For the first time in human history, we are living inside a global nervous system. Not as a metaphor. Literally.

And for those of us in this community, there is something worth sitting with: we are among the last people who will ever have known life before that was true. We grew up with downtime built into the day by default. Evenings that ended. A world that existed mostly within a radius we could actually see.

That is not nostalgia. That is neuroscience.

The human nervous system was shaped over hundreds of thousands of years to process the emotional signals of a small, contained world. That same system now wakes up every morning and immediately begins processing the emotional temperature of millions.

In Episode 15, we go deep on what it actually means to maintain psychological sovereignty inside an environment that was not designed with your wellbeing in mind. We explore what the brain is actually doing when the noise of the world gets loud, and why so many of us feel depleted in ways that are hard to name.

What we hope you take from this one is not a to-do list. It is a different relationship with what is happening inside you. Understanding that your system is overwhelmed is not the same as something being wrong with you.

This is the third episode in our March series, Discernment in the Age of Chaos. If something here resonates, we would love to hear from you in the comments.