『This is Healing — New Year’s Eve: Presence, New Identity, and the Samurai』のカバーアート

This is Healing — New Year’s Eve: Presence, New Identity, and the Samurai

This is Healing — New Year’s Eve: Presence, New Identity, and the Samurai

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 This episode was recorded on New Year’s Eve.


Not as a celebration. Not as a resolution.
Just a pause.

I recorded this at seven o’clock, sitting among half-packed boxes, the year ending without ceremony. A threshold moment. Quiet. Undecorated. Honest.

This episode is a fireside reflection on presence, grief, and identity. On what it means to live after an ending that doesn’t resolve. On the loss of a life, a future, a role, and the version of me who existed before June 4th. Not metaphorically. Literally.

I talk about grief that dismantles more than a relationship. Grief that rearranges the self. The loss of being a wife. The loss of a shared narrative. The loss of certainty. And what it means to let an identity die without trying to resurrect it for comfort.

From there, the conversation moves into presence. How connection, not productivity or performance, is what keeps me here. How sitting with people without managing the room has become the only thing that feels real.

This episode weaves through existentialism, the year of the snake, and the work of shedding. Why I don’t believe freedom comes from erasing identity. Why impermanence is not the same as meaninglessness. Why not knowing what comes next does not mean something has gone wrong.

There is space here for psilocybin, grief, and memory. For meeting the child who believed in happily ever after. For reliving a wedding day and grieving it not because it wasn’t real, but because it was.

I also talk about tradition. The difference between ritual and routine. Why doing something just because you always have, without meaning, becomes its own kind of tyranny.

This episode doesn’t offer resolution.
It offers honesty.I am here.
I am staying.
I don’t know who I’m becoming yet.
But I’m willing to find out.
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